Archive for May, 2008

A DAYDREAM presenting KYLE AND BEN (credit to i write sins, not tragedies mv)

Sunday, May 4th, 2008

   
            I love daydreaming. I daydream everyday[fact] and this is
one of my most uhm "teen-ish" dreams, we’ll put it that way. Recently,
the song "i write sins, not tragedies" have benn stucked it my head and
so i decided to daydream about it [do i decide what to daydream?]. I
was in the place of Brendon in the mv. I was like the conscience of
this guy-slash-groom named *sighs* KYLE PATRICK.
We were like inside the church and i watched Kyle and his
soon-to-be-wife getting married.[sorry,random] Deep down, i really
wanted to bash that woman but since its kyle’s wedding, ugh,
whatever[finished my randomness]. and then i started singing, "oh, well
imagine, as i’m pacing the blah blah…".and then i act,sing and
uhh,,act. just follow the trend of the whole mv thing minus brendon.
and then like the woman went crazy and stuff like that. she went
outside the church and a guy named BEN ROMANS followed her. Kyle has
realized that that woman is a whore and he just stared at her with a
dissapointed look on his face. Voila!

*about the Ben Romans thing, I just could’n think of any other name and then I saw a pic of Ben Romans..so.yeah :)

Thursday, May 1st, 2008

  Have you even been in love with your friend? How does it feel? I gotta tell you this. It ain’t easy loving someone…. especially your friend.

            So to start off, I’ve been in love with my friend for quite a while now. His name is [insert name here], he’s sweet but sometimes insensitive. I remember two years ago that we fight and fight about anything. It’s as if we’re meant to fight and hurt each other until I developed something on him. HAHA! I started to like him! icky right? I dunno why I liked him, but man! I remember those good ‘ol days.

*Fast forwards to present* Well, that’s about two years ago, we were like a bunch of immature persons then. Ever wonder why I’ve fallen in love with him? Here’s the story, *rewinds back to the past*. Last year, I had a fight with his ex-girlfriend whom I know he’s still in love with. I told him that his ex is so angry with me, he replied, “I’m not angry with you”, then I told him, “They hate me, and I don’t know someone who’ll defend me. Wanna know what he said? Lol. I blushed when he said these words to me :”I’ll defend you, just stay here by my side”. OMG! He’s like the sweetest thing ever! I know, I sound so cheesy enough but that’s how I feel so just stick to it.

Then I just remember this guy who kept on teasing me and whenever he does,[insert name here] will like stare at him with his oh-so-terrifying-eyes, and the guy will just ignore me. That’s how scary he is. Well for them, but for me, he ain’t scary! I even pinch his cheeks so often cause they’re as soft as cotton. Yikees! Cheesy again! NOOOO!! XD. Every little thing he does is a BIIIIIG,BIIIIG thing for me I guess. And then I had a fight with this “demonic” guy. He pm-ed  me as he read my status message saying “if you want a fight. Then beware!”( something like that, I don’t remember what I wrote anymore, oooooh memory gap!LOL) and asked me if I got into a fight or something. I told him that someone pm-ed me and talked crap about me. And, he like told me that they’ll punch and make his face bleed or something like that(I’m exaggerating, I guess hahaha XD).”Hey!he’s not even worth it!”. I replied. “I was just kiddin’, silly!”.[insert name here] said.

The next day, my best friend and I have just finished eating when [insert name here] and his group approached me and he said, “What the heck is wrong with that demon guy?!, Did you know that he just ignored me when I asked him something?damn! he’s gonna pay for it!. I’m like, “whoa, easy! Told you he’s not even worth it”. Well, so much about that demon guy!I cant even imagine I’m writing a blog for [insert name here] with him entering the zone, it’s like so eecky. But whatever.

And OH! I just remembered something he did that made me fall for him even more. This is kinda cheesy and very, very shallow but I’m gonna tell you anyway. You see, there was a time when I was just, you know, looking acroos the room, daydreaming and all that stuff when I saw this tiny star made out of orange paper. “oh ,orange, that’s his favorite color”, I thought. So I grabbed it and I don’t freakin’ care if someone owned it. When I saw him, I said, [insert name here], I found something! You want it?. “sure!what’s that?”, he replied. “Tada!its an orange star! Cute, right?” I told him excitingly. “Yeah right”. He grabbed it and left. Aw man! He is just a jerk! I said to myself. Then when breaktime’s almost over, he approached me and said, “open your hands, I’m gonna give you a something”. I just told him, “no way. You’re just gonna put a trash or something..he said: “nah, just gimme your hand”. OMG!he gave me a star too!a yellow star. He told me that he convinced his friend to make one for me.YEAH!

Uhm.what else?oh. Our Christmas Party is so memorable too. Haha. He gave me a gift. Cool huh?

And oh, I greeted him on his bday at exactly

12am

. Tadah!.And he greeted me on my bday at around

12:28am

^^. So basically I like [insert name here].i really really do. As much as I wanted to tell you more about him,ugh, I cant. I’ll be all busted or something.