A DAYDREAM presenting KYLE AND BEN (credit to i write sins, not tragedies mv)

May 4th, 2008 by fakir-wordlife

   
            I love daydreaming. I daydream everyday[fact] and this is
one of my most uhm "teen-ish" dreams, we’ll put it that way. Recently,
the song "i write sins, not tragedies" have benn stucked it my head and
so i decided to daydream about it [do i decide what to daydream?]. I
was in the place of Brendon in the mv. I was like the conscience of
this guy-slash-groom named *sighs* KYLE PATRICK.
We were like inside the church and i watched Kyle and his
soon-to-be-wife getting married.[sorry,random] Deep down, i really
wanted to bash that woman but since its kyle’s wedding, ugh,
whatever[finished my randomness]. and then i started singing, "oh, well
imagine, as i’m pacing the blah blah…".and then i act,sing and
uhh,,act. just follow the trend of the whole mv thing minus brendon.
and then like the woman went crazy and stuff like that. she went
outside the church and a guy named BEN ROMANS followed her. Kyle has
realized that that woman is a whore and he just stared at her with a
dissapointed look on his face. Voila!

*about the Ben Romans thing, I just could’n think of any other name and then I saw a pic of Ben Romans..so.yeah :)

May 1st, 2008 by fakir-wordlife

  Have you even been in love with your friend? How does it feel? I gotta tell you this. It ain’t easy loving someone…. especially your friend.

            So to start off, I’ve been in love with my friend for quite a while now. His name is [insert name here], he’s sweet but sometimes insensitive. I remember two years ago that we fight and fight about anything. It’s as if we’re meant to fight and hurt each other until I developed something on him. HAHA! I started to like him! icky right? I dunno why I liked him, but man! I remember those good ‘ol days.

*Fast forwards to present* Well, that’s about two years ago, we were like a bunch of immature persons then. Ever wonder why I’ve fallen in love with him? Here’s the story, *rewinds back to the past*. Last year, I had a fight with his ex-girlfriend whom I know he’s still in love with. I told him that his ex is so angry with me, he replied, “I’m not angry with you”, then I told him, “They hate me, and I don’t know someone who’ll defend me. Wanna know what he said? Lol. I blushed when he said these words to me :”I’ll defend you, just stay here by my side”. OMG! He’s like the sweetest thing ever! I know, I sound so cheesy enough but that’s how I feel so just stick to it.

Then I just remember this guy who kept on teasing me and whenever he does,[insert name here] will like stare at him with his oh-so-terrifying-eyes, and the guy will just ignore me. That’s how scary he is. Well for them, but for me, he ain’t scary! I even pinch his cheeks so often cause they’re as soft as cotton. Yikees! Cheesy again! NOOOO!! XD. Every little thing he does is a BIIIIIG,BIIIIG thing for me I guess. And then I had a fight with this “demonic” guy. He pm-ed  me as he read my status message saying “if you want a fight. Then beware!”( something like that, I don’t remember what I wrote anymore, oooooh memory gap!LOL) and asked me if I got into a fight or something. I told him that someone pm-ed me and talked crap about me. And, he like told me that they’ll punch and make his face bleed or something like that(I’m exaggerating, I guess hahaha XD).”Hey!he’s not even worth it!”. I replied. “I was just kiddin’, silly!”.[insert name here] said.

The next day, my best friend and I have just finished eating when [insert name here] and his group approached me and he said, “What the heck is wrong with that demon guy?!, Did you know that he just ignored me when I asked him something?damn! he’s gonna pay for it!. I’m like, “whoa, easy! Told you he’s not even worth it”. Well, so much about that demon guy!I cant even imagine I’m writing a blog for [insert name here] with him entering the zone, it’s like so eecky. But whatever.

And OH! I just remembered something he did that made me fall for him even more. This is kinda cheesy and very, very shallow but I’m gonna tell you anyway. You see, there was a time when I was just, you know, looking acroos the room, daydreaming and all that stuff when I saw this tiny star made out of orange paper. “oh ,orange, that’s his favorite color”, I thought. So I grabbed it and I don’t freakin’ care if someone owned it. When I saw him, I said, [insert name here], I found something! You want it?. “sure!what’s that?”, he replied. “Tada!its an orange star! Cute, right?” I told him excitingly. “Yeah right”. He grabbed it and left. Aw man! He is just a jerk! I said to myself. Then when breaktime’s almost over, he approached me and said, “open your hands, I’m gonna give you a something”. I just told him, “no way. You’re just gonna put a trash or something..he said: “nah, just gimme your hand”. OMG!he gave me a star too!a yellow star. He told me that he convinced his friend to make one for me.YEAH!

Uhm.what else?oh. Our Christmas Party is so memorable too. Haha. He gave me a gift. Cool huh?

And oh, I greeted him on his bday at exactly

12am

. Tadah!.And he greeted me on my bday at around

12:28am

^^. So basically I like [insert name here].i really really do. As much as I wanted to tell you more about him,ugh, I cant. I’ll be all busted or something.

FIELD TRIP! astig!

October 9th, 2007 by fakir-wordlife

The best fieldtrip ever to!!weee!!yehes!..buti na lang di kami nachopchop..,.una ang ingay ingay namin sa bus!haha,.kasama namin sila mrs. mantaring, mrs. romero tsaka si ms. barrameda. una naming ginawa, inexplain muna ni kuya mike yung 4 components ek-ek..tpos yun bumuo kami ng team, kankanai 1 ako, team leader namin si tanos..unang activity namin yung spider’s web…nagkandaewan pa kami dun kasi medyo nagkapikunan pa ata dun..tapos next yung mud crawl! may palaka nga dun eh.!!adik!tpos gasgas pa yung siko..yun na!next activity namin yung hanging bridge!astig!haha…tpos nung nsa single rope na kami..si mr. dechavez inalog yung rope!!waaa! buti na lang di ako nalaglag!tpos dun sa pendulum swing, ayos lang! medyo madulas!tpos yung tarzan swing!waa..astig!!! pagkatapos nun..fill the pail na..eh wala kaming tsinelas ni lilibeth…bumili pa kami sa dulong dulo..eh pinahiram muna ako ng tsinelas nung tanos kasi mabato…tpos yung….andun ung mga first years!nakakahiya nga kasi ang dugyot namin ni lilibeth, tapos sila malinis…yun, bumili kami ng tsinelas… tapos bumalik ulit kami..tpos yun na..fill the pail..pagkatapos nun..nagmountaineering kami!grabe!the best!!kasi talagang machachallenge ka!hehe…ang hirap talaga lalo na nung pababa na….pagkatapos nun..lunch na!sarap ng pud!hehehe!panaallooo!tpos yun..rest muna…then aqua balloon challenge na!panalo kankanai 1!!yeheyy!!tapos free swimming ah!!yehes!kasabay namin mga 1st years!hahah…yun..bitin nga kami eh!!tapos antagal namin magshower!!then balik nanaman sa base namin…un..discussion..tpos merienda…then babay!!huhuhu..kakamiss!!the best talaga!!

-pat-

ADVENTURE?!ahaha…oo nmn….asteeg!nyahah!

December 20th, 2006 by fakir-wordlife

181206_1653 uhg…nung mondaY(dec.18,06),un..pumunta kme nla kyler at tapias sa hotel nila jackie,, friend kong callalista!ayos!tapos un nga….pumunta kme ng audiophile..jamming!aion…tumugtog kami…ahaha…bsta asteeg….hirap ikwento…ahaha!!!nays..tpos umuwi na kme…yun.~ahaha181206_1636..nays181206_1635 181206_1637

pasan -callalily

December 7th, 2006 by fakir-wordlife

PASAN!!! by -callalily

Naglalakbay sa gitna ng dalampasigan
Minamasdan ang alon
Na humahampas sa nakaraan

Umihip ang hangin
Sa langit ako’y napatingin
Ulap ay sadyang kaydilim
Tila yata may bagyong parating
Bakit ka lumuluha?
Bakit nagtataka?
Akala mo ba, ika’y iniwan na?

Hindi, pasan kita
Hindi mo ba nakikita
Hindi ka na, sa akin ay luluha pa

Nasaan na ang tapang
At lakas ng ‘yong loob
Ngayo’y karuwagan na lang ba
Ang iyong sagot

Umihip ang hangin
Sa langit ako’y napatingin
Ulap ay sadyang kaydilim
Tila yata may bagyong parating
Bakit ka lumuluha?
Bakit nagtataka?
Akala mo ba, ika’y iniwan na?

Hindi, pasan kita
Hindi mo ba nakikita
Hindi ka na, sa akin ay luluha pa

Hindi ko naman hangad
Ang anumang bagay sa mundo
Ang tanging hinihiling ko lamang
Ay yakapin mo

At ngayon, pasan kita
Ngayon mo na makikita
Hindi ka na, sa akin ay luluha pa

At ngayon, pasan kita
Ngayon mo na makikita
Hindi ka na, sa akin ay luluha pa

yakap by callalily

December 7th, 2006 by fakir-wordlife

Kasama ka buong araw, walang humpay na tawanan
Bakas pa rin saking mukha, ang kasiyahan
Hindi ko alam kung anong meron ka, na wala sa iba
Parang nasa langit, pagkayakap ka na

Wag kang mawawala sa aking piling
Siguradong hindi ko ito kakayanin

Natatameme ako, pag kausap ka
Araw ko ay nakukumpleto, pag nakita ka na
Ano nga bang meron ka, na wala sa iba
Parang nasa langit, pag kayakap ka na

Hindi ko maintindihan
Ang aking nararamdaman
Ang tanging panalangin ko ngayon

Wag

check nio to..dmeng pix!!CALLALILY!

November 14th, 2006 by fakir-wordlife

37819264332185l 3828871687001l <—-kEaN!!hehehehe

Callalily_mtv_takemyhand_086

mga adik jan!!HAHAHA!!magcomment naman kau..para magpost pa ko ng ibang pix!!HAHA

THESE MEMORIIES

November 3rd, 2006 by fakir-wordlife

THESE MEMORIES

composed by: Patricia Caramat

I
You used to be my friend
Alwayas there for me
And i felt so happy
Knowing that you’ll guide me

You used to tell me stories
About the girl you really love
But with me, its just memories
Thoughts that i just cant have

We always talk on the phone
Share problems late at night
Laught at each other’s jokes
Seems like everything’s right

I was so happy back then

ChorusI:
When you knew, how much i love you
Not as a friend, but the real you
And now, all the memories were gone
Seems like our friendship is done

II
You left me with nothing
As if we were never friends
Didn’t notice me, and talk to me
There, our friendship ends

When I went home
I waited for your call
Never heard a ring
Didn’t here your voice at all

I thought that it was really over
And tears fell down from my eyes
I miss you, I need you, I love you
Losing you, is something i realized

repeat chorus I

Bridge
Suddenly, without noticing it
We were back to the way we were
Friends for life, friends forever

chorus II

And now, I’m happy being with you
I knew that we will never be apart
New memories were made
And u will never leave my heart

waaahh…..hahaha!!

kumpetisyon(boys vs. gurls) read this

November 2nd, 2006 by fakir-wordlife

haha!!! bakit ba ang mga lalaki, mapride?!hahaha….nakakatawa kasi gusto nila sila parati panalo….di sila magpapatalo..

at kahiya hiya daw ang mga lalaki kapag natatalo ng mga babae?! anu say nio!?!?

girls?!?boys?!>nyahaha!

oi!may nacompose na naman kami na new song!!cool!!!bshin nio

October 31st, 2006 by fakir-wordlife

Tae_taenew song!!composed by: PATRICIA(ako!) at valerie

kalimutan ka

I

Tuwing nakikita kita

paligid ko’y tumitigil bigla

ngunit alam ko sa iyong puso

may mahal ka nang iba

bakit siya pa?

kung may iba na siya

di ko mapigil na isipin kita

ang hinihiling ko lang ay makapiling ka

chorus:

iniisip ko sa aking puso

ibigay na ba kita sa minamahal mo?

mahirap isipin na ikaw ay limutin

dahil sa puso ko mananatili kang akin

II

marahil ito ang dapat gawin

kalimutan ka at hindi na ibigin

heto nakatanga na lang sa salamin

hinihiling na ikaw ay maging akin

bakit di mo siya makalimutan

tuloy, ako naman ay napipilitan

tulungan ka sa mahal mong laging nasa isipan

kahit puso ko ay nasasaktan

chorus

III

Sinubukan ko nang sabihin sayo

Na ikaw ang nilalaman ng puso ko

Ngunit puso ko ay nabigo

sa mga panalangin at pangako

oh, mahal talaga kita

at ngayon ay aaminin ko na

sana’y wag kang magalit

sa puso kong lubos na mapilit

gandaba ng knta?whapackk…!!!